Tired

I feel tired. I'm drained physically, mentally, and emotionally. It doesn't matter how much I sleep, this feeling won't go away. Is it because I'm growing up? Is it because I'm taking on too much stuff, and I can't handle all of it? All I know is that I want out. Not out of this school or out of my life, but I want my life to pause for a couple minutes so I can catch my breath. I'm always running, and I miss walking and taking the scenic route. Is there a way to slow down in my busy life? Was this lifestyle programed in our heads from birth? Moving wouldn't get rid of my problems because they would just end up chasing me. Through the past and pain of my life, I've realized jumping in isn't the way to go... but it can be the most exciting. So should I jump with the baggage of life, work, friends, activities,ect... on my shoulders, or should I be caution and wonder "what if"? 

Peace and Love

~Ashley Nicole